People only do what benefits themselves. You show me a person who puts
someone else's happiness before their own, and I'll show you person
who's dead, dying or impoverished. As a matter of fact, lets
consolidate: a loser. Loser of life, liberty, money, love, trust,
friends, whatever. Just a loser. And what makes it worse is, I think the
loser is a loser cause the other party wasn't honest. Had they just been
honest to the loser and honest to themselves, they'd be much better off.
Be honest and say, "I'm just trying to make myself happy." Cause that's
what people want. If you put someone elses happiness before your own,
you're naive, period. On the other hand, if you believe you don't do
shit solely for your own benefit, you're naive, period(even if your
benefit is simply satisfaction, or a happy thought–as in "I feel good
cause that person smiled").
If you can't be honest with yourself, who can you be honest with?
Well, let me start now. I'm not (planning on) putting anyone else before
me, again. Naivity is done, in that respect. I'm doing what makes ME
happy. Fuck another person's feelings.
Life is disappointing enough when trying to make myself happy, but here
I was trying to fulfill another person's dreams, wishes, and
aspirations. And even then, I couldn't get it (right). Pitty. I
should have made myself happy, and kept their shit at #2, cause at the
end of the day, they did what made them happy, and said "I don't care
how you feel." My memory's foggy, but I'm sure that verbatum, or fucking
close to it.
I'm not saying I won't make someone else happy, but I'm sure as fuck
gunna make sure I look out for myself 1st, and foremost. If I'm not
happy, I'm not making anyone else happy, period.
Honesty for your ass.
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