When will people listen to Nobi?

Don't know why, but the ex and I always talk when something unforseen is
about to happen…..like, all is well, then we talk, then something bad
happens……not to be confused with something bad happening, then she
comes crying to me…..odd….

Anyway

I swear, I remember this shit like last week. Between 12-14months ago,
I told this chick that moving in with this guy was a bad idea. I asked
her over and over if that shit was a good idea. I asked her if,
considering what we knew, this guy could be trusted (obviously
rhetorically)……and she didn't heed my warning. First he copped out
with the rides from work, so she had to work 8hrs then wait another 2 ½
hours in a restaurant to go home. 2ndly (I'm surprised…..my sidekick's
spell check says 2ndly is proper english…..hmm….1stly, 3rdly, 4thly,
too……interesting ), he gets fired but apparently knew he was on the
way out…….he failed to even START looking for a job. A couple hours
later, I find out he just leaving her in an apt by herself……well,
actually……leaving her to pay by herself……her jobless, social
security cardless, idless bf is there with her…….wow………I feel
bad for her, but I don't feel bad for only offering moral
support…..I'm not diggin in my pockets for her again, not am I gunna
tap any resources to find her a spot to stay. I just don't have it in me
to be used again. That shit sucked.

I remember when I used to break my back to help her out, and get
shafted.

Not my thing anything.

I was even gunna get her bf a job, but then I remembered how I helped
shorty r…..get his shit back when he was locked ……she was
"single" until he got out…..

—past—

So now she's stuck cause she never wanted to listen about the company
she keeps, and she's getting shafted. I just finished telling her it
seemed like she wasn't his friend, but she did get along with him, and
she only lived with this person with whom she only gets along because
she "needed" to get out her house. I see that she's where I was gunna be
had I moved out with her…..you know, when she was already cheating but
wanted to move out with me. I'm sure she would have just  when dude
was prepared to move in with her. Shit, the whole time she was talking
to him about moving she was going to move out with
me…….wow…….glad I listened to my brain……

—past—

Damn, lets stay on the present, please…….ummmm……she's getting
the raw deal……I mean, karma man……karma……..hope she makes it
thru it ok. Hope she takes into consideration her company from now on,
and can more easily discern who her REAL friends are…..and who really
cares about her ass…………….I still love her……………she
has to suffer to learn, though……….didn't know I still loved her
like this, though…….glad its only 'this' bad……any worse, and I
may have broken (down)………

That being said, I'm just sitting back and watching….hoping she makes
some really good choices. I'm giving my input, but only a little. I'm
not going out of my way for her again. Not this time. Regardless of how
I feel about her, or pity, or empathize, my memory still works. I
haven't forgotten how much(little) of a shit she gave(gives) about me
and mine. It would be easy for her to be a hypocrite, and hard to be a
woman,  now……lets see which route she takes……

—Life is funny that way….I'm not laughing, though—

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